I was allowed to have an orgasm over the weekend, bringing the total for 2015 to four. My wife and I both work hard to restore my mindset after I have an orgasm, so there isn’t as much BS behavior on my part as there has been in the past. Overall I’m doing better than once per month, but this is because we’ve been doing some celebrating recently. I think she’s ready to go back to her vibrator for a while (she went to it when she was finished with me the last time, even though she’d already come), so this may be the last for me until much later in the spring.
As always my behavior improves greatly as the interval increases. The Holy Trainer has been a big help in making it easier for me to deal with stretching out the intervals between orgasms.
With 50 Shades of Grey being in the news so much recently, I’ve had time to reflect on the fact that there are dominant men who orgasm more in a day with their submissive girls than I have in all of 2015 so far with my wife. I’ve never actually had a conversation with a submissive woman about her submissiveness, so I can’t really compare what our experiences are like, but knowing that there are men who have women who make them come whenever they desire is quite sobering.